2009 MMVAs (A Day Late)

I am very bored and can't sleep (amongst other things) so I decided to write out my experience while watch the MMVA's, only I'm a day late cause I was too busy at the zoo and go-karting to watch them live.

- RIP MJ, you will be remembered, missed and worshiped for years and years to come. Janet, amazing tribute <3
- Haha Russell Brand is hilarious
- OMG!!! Taylor Launter <3

Best Female Video: Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me <3
- Stupid Kanye, you fucking asshole just be happy for Taylor that she won, so what Beyonce didn't win, it was still a good video you didn't need to have to get on stage and ruin Taylor's moment!
- I love this video and it's one of my favorite songs by her

Best Rock Video: Green Day - 21 Guns
- Jack Black you are amazing!!! HAHA all dresses up to match his Brutal Legend character and made everyone pray to the metal gods!!! amazing :)

- Taylor Swift's performance was amazing, must have been fun riding the subway!
- <3 Lady Gaga
- OMG!!! Megan Fox = sexy! <3 Worlds Sexiest Superwoman indeed!

Best Pop Video: Britney Spears - Womanizer

- Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart & Taylor Launter <3 <3 <3 OMG, EXTENDED TRAILER!!!

Best Male Video: TI - Live Your Life

Best Hip Hip Video: Eminem - We Made You

- RIP DJ AM, you will be missed! So touching

Best New Artist: Lady Gaga <3
- OMG PEREZ!!! YOU CHEER FOR GAGA!!! <3 <3 <3

Video of the Year: Beyonce - Single Ladies
- Beyonce you sweetheart, giving up your moment for this!!! Bringing Taylor Swift out so she could have her moment was amazing and made me tear up! Taylor Swift, girl you are my idol!!! <3 <3 <3

-Exclusive MJ, his final performance ever recorded sneak peer, October 28th, Michael Jackson This is it!!! RIP

xox

Its Over

Its over, goodbye.
I miss you.
I Love You.

xox

Cute Lyrics

Check out these lyrics below for the new Kelly Clarkson song, sure it totally pop-py and a new gaga teeny bopper song but I gotta admit, the girls got taste. Check it out for yourself, maybe they will speak to you too...

xox

Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Being with you is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Cuz we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

-Untitled-

" You are my Edward and I am your Bella, nothing can come between us, not even fate itself."

xox

Twilight!!!

So as I am sure most normal people in the world have heard of the book series called Twilight. Well they are making a movie and it is being released on November 21, 2008!!!!! Check out the sexy trailer below.


Also the theme song of the movies has been done by Paramore, the song is called Decode. Check out the official movie music video below.



xox Jaeyde

PS - EDWARD CULLEN IS MINE!!!!!!!!! (AKA Robert Pattinson)

Coach!!!

Most horrible thing to ever happen!!! A Coach store has opened up in the mall where I am a manager...now everyday I have to walk by this store from heaven and look at all the amazing bags and I am trying so hard not to spend all my money on these bags of hundreds of dollars so I have decided to register at Coach. If you are in the generous mood please donate to my addictions so I can become normal once again.

xox Jaeyde

Reality

What do you do when you think everything is perfect but it isn't? Can you just hide from it and pretend everything is ok, hoping that things will eventually work themselves out? When do you realize that everything you are fighting for is slowly slipping away, never to return again...

I have recently come down from this illusion I was living only to see how much of a mess I have made things. The truth is I am in love with a boy who's two loves are video games and myself. There have been many occasions in the past where I have felt like all he cares about are his video games when that was not true at all, I was just too much of a bitch to open my eyes and see the whole picture. How can someone salvage something like this? After this much damage if the love is still their can they still show the world the meaning of true love?

My true love is out their, waiting for me to change back into who I was before my transformation and for him I am going to do everything I possibly can to bring the me he first met and fell in love with back. This is my promise to you., 2 weeks is all I am asking for, give me one last chance to be the girl you fell in love with the first time. If in 2 weeks I have not fufilled this promise I will leave the choice up to you, once and for all what you want to do.

I love you.

xox Jaeyde